Today, I did the hardest thing to my soul that I could do yet. I deleted music( I mean a lot of music) off my itunes. Now you are probably asking the question why would I delete the music if I like it so much that I got?Well, here is why.
I had two random thoughts pop in my head. The first being about how I don't listen to some of my music and just waste space in my ipod. The second being that one day I will be a mom and I want my future child/ren to not be surrounded around filth in the home. They will get so much of it when they already get into the world, I might as well have a safe haven in my home.
So I started to go through and delete music I didn't listen to and that was just junk. At first it was easy!
But then!
I was getting to music that had memories and that I so dearly loved. Let me tell you it got hard! I almost didn't want to push the delete button, but knew I needed to.
I am not even done. I am still in the K's( keep in mind I started from the bottom and going to the top).
I love music! It truly is how we connect with one another and how we express feelings that can't be spoken in words. Music is how the soul is feed!
Music also has such an influence on people too. It is how people change, or want to be something they are not. It is how the soul daydreams.
I am glad I am doing this, but at the same time my soul is hurting. I love music and all types of music! I know that as I continue to finish up deleting music that it is just going to get harder, but the only thing to do is
Love Life! <3
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